Lately!

sheesh i haven't updated in who knows how long. Months? a yeah? not that anybody reads my blogs. St George Is great. I love it. Weather is amazing. ROOMMATES are amazing. Life is going pretty well. It was homecoming week this week. and man sadly I didnt' participate in anything at all going on. How pathetic is that? what's even more pathetic i don't have any "dixie" type of clothes. i just don't want to spend the money on one. thats like CEU i never got one from there. oh dear. The Dance was tonight. I remember how guys choice dances were such a huge thing in High School And I remember never going to one which for me was a HUGE deal. I'm sure i could have gone if i wanted to with someone. but I really don't care about any of that. My Roommate, Lauren and I went with what we thought were free tickets to get in on our fridge. its 5 dollars a couple and 10 dollars for singles! Crazy! Well our tickets are the type you get at classic skating or at a carnival ha. We get there. and I had my bridesmaid dress on and it can go as either pretty classy or also good for church. We had gone to a meeting thing before stake conference tomorrow, so my hair was already in a nice bun thing and a headband. all i did was my eye make up. not a lot of work. we walked up there and it looked SO lame inside. ok it had just started a half hour previously, but yeah. i don't know. We realized the tickets must have been for something else. So we left. heck no am i paying 10 dollars! : )

tho i do have to admit that being asked to a dance would be fun. I haven't gotten all dressed up for a nice date in.... well. I don't remember the last time, or if there ever has been a time i've gotten to dress up for a date. oh Omega dance. that was fun. and was about 3 years ago. so yeah. My bishop says he hopes i find a really good guy because i deserve one, and that makes me feel special. I'm not interested in any guys here in St George. But there's Michael, Las Vegas is far away and its been 3 or 4 weeks since I've seen him. :/ and probably 2 more weeks till i might see him again. that makes it hard. He's a really great friend. Just too bad he lives 2 hours away.

School i love, but i've been slacking a LOT. i am getting very distracted. I start my Preceptors the week after Fall break. I am so nervous for it. I hope it all goes well. I am not taking things seriously. I am tempted to delete my FB or do something so that i don't check it or even get on it. after fall break, its going to be so insanely hard and crazy. I've been having a rough week this past week, but i am hanging in there. Just a lot of thinking and a lot of trying to figure out what the next step is and how i can prepare for it. Mission/humanitarian ? where to work? seeing as there are not really any jobs for Nurses here in Utah. We will find out.

I still love life and i love my ward and my Bishop so much. i am really so blessed. I really have the best ones here. How i landed amazing people i don'n know. As much as I loved Price, i really Love St George. I am having a good time down here. At times i don't want to leave this place. I know its all in the Lord's hands and I am going to go wherever he leads me.

well thats all with life. Can't complain too much about it :)

St George

Its a beautiful place here! I am studying a lot and it takes a lot of time, but i Like to learn and These sacrifices will pay off for something in the future. So i am holding on and going through these motions. i wish i had closer roommates and Friends, I do have Danette, she's the closest one here. I'm glad i have her. I guess sometimes i look down upon myself for not having tons and tons of fun and amazing things like other people. Or the popularity and ect. that others have. i know i never really have, and it doesn't matter. I shouldn't do that just because i don't have close friends or roommates down here. Despite this situation, i am trying. I really am. and i will make the best of my experience :) One day i will meet an awesome guy. but not for now i guess. i mean yeah, there are cool guys, and some hot ones, usually accompanied with a girl >:P its true when i or Krista says : All the Good ones are either taken, Dead/ Fictional!! bah. oh well. Krista comes in a few days, so it will be good. I best prepare myself for her arrival.

i just Thought of something as i am typing this. I need to spiritually prepare myself better for when The Saviour Comes. I am doing good, But i need to work harder. Especially for Nursing school. I know this profession is going to help a LOT of people. This is Just not a Career, its a Calling. I'm glad things are hard when they are. I'm glad school kicks me to make sure i'm in line. Its gonna make me a better thing. I see from past experience, all these things are working out for the good. and If i am working hard and doing it for good, Its not going to waste. So even tho i Don't have all the friends and parties and this or that. Its just fine. Lord Loves me for me, and it doesn't matter if i am popular or invisible down here! As long as i serve and do my part! When He comes, he won't ask me how popular i was, or how many crazy things or how many friends i had, he will want to know who i helped. and What i have learned while being down here. Ah typing this out has made my now going to study a more positive experience, than just the regular daily Grind. OFF TO THE LIBRARY!!! :)

A new beginning!

Packing everything again, Its a lot of work, and man do i have a lot of stuff. A lot of mixed feelings. but i know this is for the good. Its just the moving part and getting everything settled that is stressful. sometimes its hard to see everything Dead outside. But i love it when the sun comes out. I look forward to the Red rocks and hopefully more color down there in St george. I look forward to a new adventure. I couldn't do this without the Savior. Without my parents/family, and Especially without my Best friends. and those who are friends/co-workers. I know i can do this, and i need to Look forward with brightness and hope. : )