the other day....

THIS is a Blog i was ranting about on myspace, and since some people who may read this arent on myspace i might as well put it on this website too here is what i wrote....

I’ve had enough...
Current mood: disappointed

I am dissapointed. And saddened. I dislike the word hate directed at a person. Its sad to hear someone say I HATE so and so, I hate this person. Its terrible. I wish people would stop. I feel bad if i have ever said that toward a person and if i have, i hope to never Say it toward anybody ever again. Hate brings such strong, evil feelings.
In class today, there was such a bad vibe. We have a teacher who is inconsistent and well....teaching isnt her thing. The LPN class last year had a hard time with her, and so are we, her tests are hard, and we dont know, sometiems what is the right thing to know. Let me tell ya...its frustrating sometimes... But she is a good person, She is trying, and maybe she's not looking at our point of veiw, and maybe we're not looking at hers. But yesterday and today, everyone is all stressed out and overwhelmed, and they used her as the target....granted, she contributes with the other teachers with the overwhelmingness. But today was just bad, They whispered in class about her, argued/debated over some concept, their tones of voices and the way they worded some things...... i feel bad, i could tell she was having a hard time. i feel bad. I just sat back and didn't participate. ....I was doodling on my paper :p because i didnt want to join the confusion and i allready know the math problems she was teaching....She told me and my friend later that she's glad we are good in class, after it was over. I didnt know what to say, but smile and say thanks....?
I dont think i could handle a bunch of students younger than me pushing me around....in a sense.
Then when outside class, they are always gossiping and backbiting her. I Am sick of hearing it, i should have stood up for her, but i didnt know what to say, so i just left.... And yes, some of the things she's done in clinicals, an.... she shouldn't have, but Its not right to judge her. I think the next time they backbite her, i should just tell them to stop.
And then People in my class will talk about the OTHER students!!!!! Or just other people at the school. Talk about who is fake to them, who is a jerk, who is stuck up, brown nosing, ect ect ect......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! SHUT UP please! I am sorry for my ranting. And i am probably guilty for saying something in the past, but i've decided its not going to do anybody or anything good by doing so, We just had General Conference where the General Authorities talked to us about bein better Christians. I dont want that good feeling to go away. I am just sick and tired of all the drama and the rudeness and everything. I'm not perfect, and i dont want anybody reading this blog to think of me as some type of hypocrit, or perfect, or a prideful person because im not trying to look like i'm better than anybody else. I am just stating how i feel.
I ask if anybody is reading this, to look at people differently, Look past the oustide, Look on the inside, Look for the good in them, Treat them as a Beautiful human being! Look for the good! Try to imagine the christlike image inside them. Dont let evil feelings in! I'm sorry for preaching, but I need to Say something! I hope people will love more, its a better set of 4 letters than that of hate. So please, just Love.